You're an asshole!!!

He asked me to delete this & I almost did but then said why should I do what he asked me to do when he couldn't do a fucking thing I asked him to do like not shoot dope or hit me? So fuck him...

It's starting again...the stupid messages from Clayton. My last message to him was to not contact me anymore. I don't need anymore assholes in my life. I deal with enough of them at work everyday. Here's more of his stupid messages to me. It pisses me off everytime I read it!!! I guess I needed to post this in the angry blog since I knew he'd eventually piss me off!

He replied: Didn't mean to sound like a prick just hurt my feelings,but I'll be just fine talk to ya later.........

My reply (which was tastefully hateful):
you don't have a clue, do you? You & others just like you are the reason I consider myself mentally ill. I trust no one...especially a man. If their mouth is moving, it must be a lie. I'm sorry your feeling got hurt but how do you think I feel? I won't be used again by you or anyone else ever again. Thank you very much!

His reply (which was typical because I was right): fuck you

If he contacts me again, I'll be contacting his wife and show her each and every email since I saved them.

Some people are effed up and my ex is one of them...

I was asked to delete this also but I won't since he's still a dopehead and would hit me if he could catch me...
Hello baby,
So whats new with you? Same ole shit here. After all the years weve been apart you still turn me on like no other woman ever has! I want you so bad I can almost taste you on the tip of my tongue, just the thought of you shooting your hot cum all over my face down my throat almost makes me fluffy. Any way what im getting at is would you have a discreet affair with me? I know what a piece of shit i was so could we just leave the past in the past please.I dont expect an quick reply but a reply by night fall would be nice. lol

My reply:
If I was one of those kind of gals that could leave the past in the past, I would. Unfortunately, the past has scarred me so bad that I do not want a relationship with anyone. Sorry...

His reply:
cool

My reply to cool:
We can still be friends though. I just don't have anything to offer anyone anymore & I'm sick of trying. Don't take it personally. It's not you...it's all me.

His reply:
This might sound cold but i wasn't looking for a relationship I was looking for a fuck buddy.
If I didn't do any thing else right at least i was a good fuck, i guess.

My reply:
I'm too mentally ill for a fuck buddy or I'd already have one.
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I tried to be nice to the son of a bitch but if he replies to this, I'm sending him straight to hell in a handbasket. He doesn't seem to care that he's MARRIED (and I know her) and supposedly believes in God. Doesn't he know that adultry is a sin or is he already planning to go to hell? Doesn't he realize that part of the reason for my lack of trust in men is due to his lying to me over and over again? And what about him hitting me and then me having to send him to the emergency room because I wear steel toe boots and applied them to his head?
If I was going to have an affair with a married man, he'd at least have to have a job and plenty of money to spend on me...not a handicapped person that cannot work due to his own injuries. He lives off of a very small social security check and deals dope and this is supposed to be attractive to me??? ha! Get a grip!!! Besides, he looks far too old for me now because of the dope and he's my age.